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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
1:17 AM

I'm once again blogging from work...

A couple of reasons as to why I blog at work. One of it cos of the much faster internet connection. Another cos i'm freaking still stuck at work right now at 10.30pm!!!

YES YES YES! I know its super duper uber late...but our pitch is due tomorrow! Presentation is tomorrow and we're still busy preparing for it. Ugh. I really hate this feeling and I kinda had enuff!

On a much brighter note, I managed to attend Freedom Elite on Saturday. The team all had individual plans. Thus, all allowed to go home as early as 6pm on a Saturday. 6pm ain't that early after all i guess...given it's the weekend...sigh sigh. Anyhoo, at least I had my fair share of fun at Freedom Elite with FREE flow of alcohol all night long, alongside with Scot Project. Was dead tired at the event...but camwhoring was a necessity.

it's been a while since we all met at a party...was definitely great to see one another again!

the always growing group! it only gets bigger...=)

muaXxXxxxx from babe

the early birds who got there and got inked...

oh well, at least these events got my mood a little more enlightened....another upcoming event this weekend. Pall Mall event in collaboration with Henessy...MarC RSVP-ed me but unfortunately, I doubt I'll be going...

Cos I'll be heading down to Penang! With the family, aunts, uncles and my relatives who will be travelling down from Hong Kong!

Also many thanks and great thanks to a very nice boss of mine...who rewarded us a FREE day off for our hard work...hard work with our pitch! So, I chose Monday off...which means I get a long weekend and an opportunity to travel with the family to Penang!

So, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...a good travel to look forward to! When I get back from my short getaway, it will be less than 2 weeks to Melbourne!

I just love year ends and beginning of the year! Don't we all do?

Sigh...guess now it's back to work! Blogging is probably my best break from work for a while...

till I update again peeps!

Take care!

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Saturday, November 22, 2008
1:48 PM

I'm drained...totally drained and exhausted!!!

Imagine yourself being at work since Tuesday and it's Saturday now...a freaking weekend and I'm stuck at work. 9 am EVERYDAY till 12 Midnight every single day...it's all about work work work work and work.

I just had enuff and felt the necessity of venting my sorrows...my exhaustion...my energy...it's all becoming limited. Very very limited.

Everything seems to be so minimal and I really mean MINIMAL! The amount of time I see my family and friends. I'm just stuck in this conference room with 4-5 laptops and junk food flying all over...the mess we created...you just imagine what a stressful environment we're stuck in! It may not be stressful to the rest..but it it VERY for me!

To make things worse? The constant reminder from Freedom Elite about the upcoming event tonight which I might not be able to attend just wouldn't make me feel any better. In fact, its killing me! I so freaking need a break! Even just for beer is good enuff! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just cannot take this any much longer and I'm whining like a bitch 'ere at work!

I know I know, everyone is telling me...to look on the brighter side that everything is gonna be over by Tuesday. Think of the increment! Think of the bonus paid for our great effort...but still...I'm at the edge of a breaking point! thank god for this blog which gives me space to vent my anger/frustration. It certainly helps.

Gosh. I just need a really good break now. Please let me go home early today, bosses, team mates...so that I can attend Freedom Elite!

I want my Freeedommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
6:07 PM

I just realized...it's been quite a long while since I last updated.

I just don't have the urge to update this blog of mine anymore. I kinda feel that I wanna keep it low and give my life a little sense of privacy lately.

However, after talking to a dear friend of mine...who thinks that I should continue writing my blog...For this friend of mine, this time, I am updating my blog once again. You know I love you that's why I'm doing this for you! LOL! By all means, I love you Cien Then! *wink*

I'm on the other hand also bored at work. With having almost absolutely nothing to do...I'm only facebooking, reading blogs, listening to my all-time favourite songs, yakking my way on msn with friends, colleagues...gossiping, what else more could I be doing? Blogging it would be.

Let's see where I shall begin my updates from...my last blog was updated on August 19th...that's merely 2 months plus before.

Let's start with work. My work has been great so far...in less than a week, I have worked through my 6 months of my probation period. Which means, I shall await confirmation! Spoke to the boss the other day, everything seems fine and dandy...so hopefully, fingers crossed...confirmation = pay rise! Other than this very exciting factor, work has been pretty much on the good side. Enjoying myself here...enjoying what I'm doing. So, that's all a good sign. Being in the media industry, my exposure is great! Meeting very interesting people, getting the opportunity to attend great function/events...

On another note, my dearest grandma passed away about a month ago... the one whom I've been living with my whole life...since the day I was born. The family is still pretty much still mourning her loss. Can't do anything big for 100 days. Can't celebrate birthdays. Can't attend weddings most importantly. I can't attend Peng's wedding too which will happen this Sunday. Gonna miss out quite a bit but it's ok...Gonna have to keep it low for a bit. I stopped partying...been staying home pretty much. Thus, nothing much to update about.

It was Deepavali weekend few days back. A few dear friends of mine and I decided to do a spontaneous road trip to Langkawi...the land of booze. It was a pretty good getaway...to escape from the hectic life of KL. Will let the photos do a little bit of talking...

with Mr King!

with the other 2 dear comrades, Nic and King

the 3rd comrade, Simon

by the beach, by the bar...

the comrades all-together!

the trip was really a good one. Had fun. Looking forward to more upcoming spontaneous trips and events.

Next up would be relatives visit from HK! End of November. The parents are thinking of bringing them to Langkawi again. We shall see. Then, will be heading down to Melbourne in December...for about 10 days for bro's graduation...and planning to skydive with Mr. MarCiano! hehe will be back in time for Christmas, New Year's Eve and my 25th...

It will be passed 100th days by then, so should be alright to start going out again after grandma's loss. But like mom said, grandma loves us...so,whatever we do, grandma will always be looking after us. We're all glad that she's in a better place now...You'll always be missed grandma.

2009 is nearing. In about 2 months time. Time of the year again to recap and think what my new year's resolution would be! Lots more to look forward to! Bangkok in April 2009! Confirmation of work! More savings, more spontaneous trips! All these series of very fortunate events keep me going and being a happier person myself! 2008 has been a life-changing experience for me. From the loss of a very long term relationship, to the loss of my beloved grandma...I'm glad that things are looking much greater now! Alot brighter...and I shall continue to be a happier person!

hehehe wokie dokies. That should be it for now...will try to blog again whenever I can. Or maybe whenever I feel like it? hehe okie dokies...till then, take care peepz and stay tuned!

With Love
YeeLeng
xOxO

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
12:00 AM

Out of the blue...I miss Melbourne terribly.

Out of the blue...I suddenly decided to blog again after 3 months of absence.

Out of the blue...I felt so much has happened since I came home & it got me thinking.

Out of the blue...I felt I needed a getaway.

Out of the blue...I feel blissed getting my current job.

Out of the blue...I felt like photo-blogging.

Out of the blue...I feel my fickled-ness in decision-makings.

Out of the blue...Out of the blue...Out of the blue...

Came this post which will start another chapter of my life....

And the journey begins!

*To be continued...*

Stay tuned! =)

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
3:01 PM

Alright...and so I said that I was gonna go for lunch...NOPE! I've not gone for lunch yet. Still waiting for Daniel who happens to work really really nearby me and YES, he's much lunch buddy for today! =) Just to elaborate my previous post regarding why I'm this FREE to blog and facebook and etc etc...is cos my WHOLE company is actually closed for about 6 days..cos most of them are happily enjoying the company trip in Tokyo, Japan while WE the newbies missed out on a chance to travel with them! *sobs* but at the same time...yay! Cos I have absolutely NOTHING to do at work...and I have ALL the time in the world to blog, upload photos, facebook, watch TVB series and DO whatever I like! so wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee on the brighter side! hehe

anyhooo, will let some photos do the talking for now. updates about my 2 mad weekends. Last week was at PD for Tiesto's rave and just yesterday's weekend was up with XLive music festival alongside with Yoji Biomehanika and Missy Elliot!

group photo before entering Genting's Outdoor theme park

group photo after a ride on the Flying Coaster

Ginnieve and I

Ginnieve + MarC + 2_0 + Simon

Ralph + Jasmine + MarC + 2_0

with Zet near the entrance

with the gothic-looking King biatch by the entrance

with Siew Khuan by the VIP area

with my dear comrades Simon + King + Nic right before heading back home

Overall, a very eventful 2 weekends with lots of fun and great company. Thanks for the support and all generous advices that made me realize alot of better things in life. Thanks for always being there to guide me through my journey of life. I've learnt alot. Through thick and thin, nothing beats the comfort you get from your family and friends whom you know will always be around to make you stand up and stay strong again after your down moments. Thank you so so so so so so much and I'm so glad to have all of you to bring me through one of my hardest phase in life.

p/s: all my updates are so far the "up" moments...and I promised to update a lil about my "down" moments. Me and Dinson are no longer together. Reason being? Maybe it's best left unsaid or best to ask him yourself. I'm tired of the excuses. Tired of the reasons given for a break up. If this is what he thinks will be better for the both of us OR IF he thinks that he no longer can be with me...this time around, I dare to say that I stand STRONG and will be moving forward. NO, not will be...it's ALREADY moving forward. I only want to be a happier person and I believe that I can be with/without him. Here's the lyric from Leona Lewis' song "You Bring Me Down"....it really expresses how I am feeling and how much YOU ought to know.

"No more tears...Why did i let you have so much control...
I gave my arm to you...And you pushed me away
Theres no excuse...Cause of what you did theres no me and you
This is too much...Dont call it love...You are the reason its so hard to trust...
Boy this aint what i wanted...And now its got to STOP"

Alrighteys. Enuff of sad moments and enuff said. I want to be a stronger person and I AM a stronger person now. Just gotta stay true to yourself that's all I wanna think about right now. I know I didn't do anything wrong and if this is where the relationship has to go...I can only accept the fact and live with it. Like I've said, I see life in alot of different perspective now and I'm glad that it's over cos I know what you've done is just F.O.S. At the same time, I don't want to hate you. I just want you to see that I'm letting go cos you've let me down time after time. Theres no excuse cos I know that's who you are and im so over you...

Okie dokies. Enuff of updates for today. Till I update again! Meanwhile, if you wanna see more photos of mine, visit my Facebook peeps! Till then take care and have fun!

Love,
YeeLeng
xOxO

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Alrighteys...I have been missing in action for quite a bit now. Thus, leaving this blog with NO updates...and under the "request" of somebody...I've decided to give this blogspot a little touch and update you peeps with the bits and pieces of my life. Hmmmm where should I even begin. The ups of my life? OR the downs of my life? I guess, I'll start off with the ups...as I believe the downs will only be a temporary issue, while the ups will always be my greatest memories! =)

First up! 2 Days of Freedom with Tiesto, Ferry Corsten and Cosmic Gate @ Admiral Marina Port Dickson. One of those few good rave events happening in Malaysia. 2 days of great company and great music! What's more to ask for? Ferry Corsten on the first night was alright only but Cosmic Gate + Tiesto on the 2nd and last night was the bomb! The music and crowd was rocking!

with Jayz, Julz, Daniel and Jessica...

2nd Day - Tiesto & Cosmic Gate

my camwhore buddy!

acting cute! LOL!

Tiesto rocked the show!

with great fireworks!

a group photo to end the night & to capture the great memories!

Xingo!!! A friend whom I've not met in eons! Glad to have bumped into him there!

Overall, it was a successful event, in which I've had fun despite all that's been happening in my life. So, this will be the first update for now. More to come >>> XLive Music Festival @ Genting Outdoor theme park and also a lil touch of the downs of my life. Am actually at work now. Wanna know why I have time to blog and facebook? LOL! Will elaborate in a bit! =)

it's lunch time! So till then, stay tuned and the updates will be up in a bit!

Love,
YeeLeng
xOxO

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Friday, May 16, 2008
2:07 PM

296 words

Speed test

1225 points, so I've achieved position 289 of 610749 on the ranking list. I typep 1711 characters per minute. I have 296 correct words and I have 3 wrong words.

So wheeeeeeee...how fast can YOU possibly type? Give-it-a-GO!
xOxO

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
12:39 AM

You Bring Me Down
-Leona Lewis-

You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought i could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down

What is the problem
Are you taking me seriously
Is it a joke to you
Or maybe im a fool

Why am i trying
So hard to be the girl that you need
How is this fair to me
When you break through

This is to much
Dont call it love
You are the reason its so hard to trust
Boy this aint what i wanted
And now its got to stop

You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought i could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down

No more tears
Why did i let you have so much control
I gave my arm to you
And you pushed me away

Why are you here oh
Dont you see im letting you go
The damage is done baby
I have nothing to say

Its gone to far
Dont know who you are
I think its better that we are apart

Babe i know where i am
And i know where your near

You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought i could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down

You let me down, thought i had had found
Some one to catch me when i hit the ground
You bring me down, down, down way down (ooooh)

Would you like it if
I did the same thing to
You and i lasted
Walking years on ma shoes

Boy theres no excuse
Cause of what you did theres no me and you

Would you like it if
I did the same thing
You wouldnt of liked
Walking in time

Boy theres no excuse
Thats who you are and im so over you

You let me down, cant fix you now
Thought i could count on you to be around
You bring me down, down, down way down

You let me down,thought i had had found
Some one to catch me when i hit the ground
You bring me down, down, down way down

Down
Down
Stop bringing me, stop bringing me
Down down
Oooh

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